Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Why do I blog ?

If you think that the bug of regular blogging has bitten me, then it is indeed not the case.
For me, it just comes out of the blue and then I have to conjure up something for the heck of writing, every time a background thread telling me that I have all it takes to be a an authoritarian literary figure...
I don't know if this is mind-games or true, but I always have a feeling that I deserve better than I get and I have the potential to do better than what usually manifests itself.
Probably its a shade of ego, or who knows it might be the truth, but the bottom line is that this feeling keeps coming....
Just to cite an example, I have shown strides of improvement in playing TT, and many friends appreciate it. But it has been a tough task crossing that level and getting even better.
Just like electrons need some push, some kinetic energy to move to the higher orbit, I am always on the lookout for the ever-eluding catalyst which will propel me further. I guess, its all in the mind and what is really needed is better application and loads of practice.

Last week was Kojagari Pournima, and it was a treat as usual having the sweet milk interspersed with the gentle, yet enigmatic and seductive rays of the moon....
Also gives us an opportunity to get onto the terrace and take a look at the surroundings...
The season is perfect for outings, parties and travel !
I also had an opportunity to wear some ethnic outfits; the chance provided on the occasion of VxDhoom. Wearing the traditional Gujju/Rajasthani pheta added to the glee of the evening.
The nice delicacies and the ambience added to the rising spirits....A nice evening............

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